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Entries for September, 2004

September 12th, 2004

The Present.

Posted by madmage at 10:36 AM on September 12, 2004.

There is no tomorrow.
There is no hope.
There is no future.
There is only now.
Right here. Right now.
Forget tomorrow, build for today.
Never regret your actions, nor your failures.
Dreams are fragile realities that shatter upon touch.
Yet reality is what you make of it, and not of what people tell you it is.
Emotions can drive you to extinction, or success, so designate your driver well.
Nothing is forever. Everything will end. Ride the hard ride. Die the good death.
Fear nothing but yourself.
Trust no one, not even yourself.
Learn to escape yourself, before it kills you.
Sex is overrated. Foreplay and massages aren't.
There are a million different ways to say things. There is only one way to show it.

And of course,

Love is only a feeling.
Currently listening to: Pitbull's Culo.
Currently feeling: indifferent

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September 13th, 2004

Platinum.

Posted by madmage at 08:32 PM on September 13, 2004.

Some things disappear inside
Should I try to run away
If I could I would escape you
I won't argue anymore
I have lost the will to be
Hope you don't think I'm ungrateful
Why, why are you laughing ?
Is it something that I said ?

Close the curtains lock the door
Left my note upon the stair
In hope you wouldn't read it
Fake emotions in my head
Everything I've seen and read
Can't begin to find a reason
Why, why are you laughing ?
Is it something that I said ?...

I don't like this place at all
Makes me wonder what I'm here for
Someone take this pain away
Dying to see another day
And I don't want to be your friend
Or pretend I can fit into
I'm incensed, I'm blown away
Dying to see another day


Armin Van Burren - Yet Another Day.
Currently listening to: Underworld's Pearl's Girl.

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September 23rd, 2004

Punked.

Posted by madmage at 11:13 AM on September 23, 2004.

The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me

This can't be the end

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me

You did this

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so


Blink 182 - Down.

With my machine back up, it's a slow slow task of regaining all my data that's been lost with the recent HDD crashes. And while I do that, might as well get me some sparkling new tunes to go with it. This is currently being overplayed on my mp3 player, along with Yellowcard, Pitbull and Lil John. Reality bites, but I've decided to bite back, rather than escape it like before. Dammit this is gonna hurt.
Currently listening to: Alicia Keys` If I Ain't Got You Part II

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